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As u both know meagan called my cell last nite when Jenn was at my apt, she was nervous and hiding something bad, why is she put in that situation? I know u both have allready totally judged me alot. i know what you think of me. Im not getting involved. she asked me for her parents. she also got denied to talk to her middle child. dawns voice was heard and Jenn knew her daughter was there, thats nice you all are frinds and not frienemies. I know i have made alot of mistakes BUT, i never made meagan lie to u or her parents. I made a decision. IM staying out of it 100%. so if U ever come to visit Jenn with dawn and her daughter; i will be far away. I have no energy for fighting now. deep down i know YOU both lied to me alot about our friendship. I KNOW dawn called my hubby and said a real bad thing! he was sad angry and everything, why dawn why did u hurt us both? how did u gain? Also i know you both know and think u are better looking than me and much smarter and have more money. the bottom line is i hope i never run into you for the rest of my life. YOU win. YOU got the pipe, the lighter and the mouth, and extra money now, the sad part is the kids are in the same general apt.i have changed alot. i worked hard for 2 years and now i dont, i know dawn and faith called DHS on Jenn. and also had the car incident. i was so sad the both times u left my life dawn, but no more, I finally after 2 1/2 years took down 80% of you art.I noticed u have one of my items on your site, thats nice, i know u laugh in my face cuz i didnt know how to make a website then. im sorry. dawn 4 times u came to my job and acted out so bad i asked you to leave, and im still the bad guy.I have 2 b so carefull with my words, you told me i had no right to talk to u and judge you, the thing is dawn, i was giving an opionin. NOT JUDGING! man cyble came after that in you. You also ripped me out of church to drink with you brother who also moved out.im resposible for my part, but i never stole from you like you said in the old emails. U hurt me so bad by telling richard hurtfull private stuff, the mailbox was a thing u did YES! but i put those in it cuz of how u used my apt all the time as a lie when u were out doing your controll freek act and telling people how to light a pipe. your hubby though i was 5 times as bad as i was.i cant forgive you dawn. then u told richard a name, they really hurt considering u got a good mount of ciggs from me. well thats water under the bridge. when you come into jenns life i will leave it, No need to beat me or yell or call richard. u r the most narsisictic person i have ever met at this point in my life. but u think you giving and dont see the sad selfish part, and Faith U lied to me from day one, now u cut me down cuz of the street im on. i have water front prop. what do u have a leggo house? i know they shut your h2o off in the past u hurt jenn as a child and molested her and 1 other sister. you say u dont have to work cuz of your man. YOU BOTH ARE fat ugly pigs, and are ruining meagans life. i have deleted all the cell numbers, its too bad a ten year old kid is more grown up than the 2 of you.IM sure your Pissed about the ice skates. the sad part is i really did like your con and transparent ways dawn.all those credit cards with no card, JUST numbers.what u did to the mason lawyer was so bad its still talked about.It was sad knwing i most likely will never see meagan again. You also have jenns other sister too, You met up on mas av one day i was told.I wish you guys would just quit the sht. its not worth it. you allways get a get of jail card free, even for arson. its amazing, and u told the pigs i hurt troys apt, when i didnt.the final straw was when u emailed me and said i stole your meds and u were going to file a report and call the cops. every little secret i told you u threw in my face, then the law was comming to my house after richard paid a 450$ fine for something of yours dawn, do u even remember too. You went to kat and grew apart but the same week u droped Jen u came back into my life, only to do what u do best DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. i hope your hubby gets to have a nice life with his daughter and u dont ruin that too. If you stop and think i was never as bad and evil and underhanded and shady as u were dawn NEVER!!!! no i didnt stop at a red light and take off with a guy, and lie about norman and the big black guy, the best part is we didnt hang out much when u did that cuz there was only enough for you and who ever u were with. im sorry about the sad losses u had as a young mother in your life i really am.If you ever read this i will know one thing you skimmed thru it. and the way u used to bad mouth faith THEN u lead DHS right to the train tracks and the kids were taken, faith won, she stole meagan and planned it for 6-8 years.well im a nothing and feel so low when i think about u and faith and how u want to STILL HURT jenn. all she wants is a once a week visit, or even every 2 weeks BUT NO you guys can hang but u left jenn out. you wanted to buy household stuff for jenn. then u threw that in jays face and cuz him down about gambling, YES thats an issue for sure. but what about the amy you are building with jenns blood sisters? do you plan to be her friend again? if so i do wish you both the best with you 6 years olds. You got a divorce i was told by you, i hope you cashed in like you wanted to. even richard sain out of all my freinds or just people who i wasnt that close to u were the only one who would do him at a hotel for a rock! i know about that very short conversation u 2 had. thats cool even leaving me out and having jenn live so close was hard, i got punished and punished again by you. you think your pretty and all men lust you, well dawn your older now like the rest of us.i bet my life u dony do cruches, when richard and i saw your stomach over a year ago we both were in shock, it looked like cottege cheese. BUT YOU always say behind our backs how you were the smartest one, and your look were better than ours. and you were a nicer person. i just want u to know u were wrong about all 3 dawn.u hd a wonderfull huge apt. someone said u moved again. that place was GREAT!!! im sorry u lost it if u didnt want to.IM not going to even mention oone personal thing about richard and I. i remember when i got the book the secret u joined a sec. website, thats cool. we didnt talk about it much, how did that work out for you? along with your dr. phill posts? was it fun for dawn.i wish i never even gave u a dime or 5 min of my time. what a waste of a person you truly are, BUT U r happy so thats ok then.its so easy for u to lie about spider bites and so much more. you __ore! let these be final worlds to u on this earth. may the 2nd part of our life be good for us both. please remember i have the email that said u were calling the cops on me for taking you medication when YOU TOOK IT all. U owe richard over 400 BUX U SLUT!!! and u go around and dont use rubbers, what do u have now HIV? u failed 75% of your test at the doc and he still wrote for you. i didnt do anything wrong but smile to mine and u blew it way out.Jenn does not know this but i may stop hanging out with her alot JUST cuz of the threat u pose with the sisters. i kept u out of jail with troy and u tried to put me in.I got a report of what u told the cops at troys, u blamed me and they came to my house.then u called richard, and did so many more evil hurtfull things. how can u sleep at night? do you even care that you have hurt more humans and lied and broke peoples hearts. you stole from your hubby and blamed me once, do u even remember? I would rather drown or burn my house down like you did to your apt than even think about you for 5 min after im dont with this post. i wonder if your a proud mom? honestly denail is one thing you r good at.I have chose to change my life and quit a few things and behavior, it worked for me,i dont have a child to care for, thank god u would probobly want to drugs with it as u did to jays daughter and yours.do u know what a mom is? u have one, a good one too.the secrets that were small and big u are richard kept i forgave a while ago. but the fact you want to physically beet me and put me in jail cuz of no good reason is sad.You were an orange pusher always giving extra to richard when i beged u not too. it seems if u dont lie and take money u didnt earn every day and hurt other woman u cant be happy. rest in peace dawn. U R DEAD 2 me.i have one picture left, the one u gave to richard. he likes it. honestly getting the elephant out of the kitchen did me good.poor mujie, getting screwed over by you every month. i wish i never got u that houseing help, then u might know what it means to be gratefull. the fact i was hated by you hubby when jenn did 90% of the same behavior sucked dawn. i could not go to the funeral, the reason was, im a bad person, not worthy to go, i know dawn ill never forget. but i think u used me as the scape goat allot dawn . i bet u have a nice safe car to drive and another nice apt, to have your daughter 20 hours a week in. i gave you that bed post. did u ever use it or set it up? i hope we never cross paths again in this life time. im still sad more than angry, im sad i let u hurt richard and i so much. now, honestly im afraid of you and what u can do.maybe someday you will see that our friendship loss 2 times over was not 95% my fault. 50/50. i never called your hubby and made deals with him, get more shock ther. u need it, i wish you would just drop dead actually, then there would be peace in mine and jenns life, and meagan, i bet u cant wait to smoke with her as u do with most teens.this is my goodbye letter to you dawn, if you are out to hurt jenn i cant stop you, if u want to hurt richard and i i cant stop u. im not even going to fight, U WON!! u r are in love with dawn, that one thing i know is true. i may not have much but i have this. i can live with my actions today and be a good friend, it was so hard to be a good friend to the devil herself. i hope i never see u and u never read this. maybe a restraining would be good for richard and i to keep u away. OH I forgot u hate me. u wont even try to talk to me again, do u know i did more nice things for u than bad, honestly dawn i did.Im sorry dawn for the mean things i said, but u had mean actions dawn. over and over, i had a friend terry, do u even remember how u treated her and what u said to that woman? thats the thing cuz u have a bad memory its like u plow thru life with no regrets.maybe someone with give u HIV or a heart attack.please dont treat meagan like a friend, u should be a mother figure to her. good luck dawn. and i will see you again, and when i do im ready even if u try to kill me. u tried 2 times. one in your car and one other time that im not going to post.why does jenn lose her kids to drugy sisters and u get to keep your daughter, aww thats right i forgot u got mother of the year award whn your sons throat closed up cuz of the pills u gave to him by accident of course, god it was nice he got u some drugs at times. u and stacy are the same, twins, a mother+ son team. pure hell. i want to say im sorry what i said to upset u about your son. i was so mad i remeber the 3 mean sent. i wrote. u went to the local store and told the block. my words hurt you and im sorry, at least i cant cause 1 bit of pain now. i have changed for the better. Dawn u are the sickest most messed up woman i was ever frinds with in my whole life. im blame me, u run a good con, i got sucked into it, im week. faith tried and lied to me to over and over.DHS and YOU know u called on jenn. did u do the right thing? were the kids unsafe? are they safer now with those 3 sisters? i hope u pull it together for meagan. she knows when u guys drink or do the 4 other illeagle things. its kinda sad, jenn and i are the only 2 who could pass a hair test at any given time! bring it on dawn, OH NORMAN! u didnt tell me and lied to the end cuz i was never your friend to begin with. u told me it was private.he did try to make me homeless, so i hope that makes u happy...what does make you happy dawn really whats the answer????????? have u had any good or bad dreams lately? ha.ha. a dream. more like a nitemare.30 days for arson, dawn stikes again. remember i will walk away from jenn forever if u want me to. u r in charge. im not going to ruin that family every week like u do. so im in no ones way. OK?? do u understand i dont want to fight talk or look at you. so how was the hotel with richard neer bye?????????? very close by. allmost in your mouth huh? that propasition u gave him i kept to myself. its cool dawn i forgive everything u did to me....but the pain lingers

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As u both know meagan called my cell last nite when Jenn was at my apt, she was nervous and hiding something bad, why is she put in that situation? I know u both have allready totally judged me alot. i know what you think of me. Im not getting involved. she asked me for her parents. she also got denied to talk to her middle child. dawns voice was heard and Jenn knew her daughter was there, thats nice you all are frinds and not frienemies. I know i have made alot of mistakes BUT, i never made meagan lie to u or her parents. I made a decision. IM staying out of it 100%. so if U ever come to visit Jenn with dawn and her daughter; i will be far away. I have no energy for fighting now. deep down i know YOU both lied to me alot about our friendship. I KNOW dawn called my hubby and said a real bad thing! he was sad angry and everything, why dawn why did u hurt us both? how did u gain? Also i know you both know and think u are better looking than me and much smarter and have more money. the bottom line is i hope i never run into you for the rest of my life. YOU win. YOU got the pipe, the lighter and the mouth, and extra money now, the sad part is the kids are in the same general apt.i have changed alot. i worked hard for 2 years and now i dont, i know dawn and faith called DHS on Jenn. and also had the car incident. i was so sad the both times u left my life dawn, but no more, I finally after 2 1/2 years took down 80% of you art.I noticed u have one of my items on your site, thats nice, i know u laugh in my face cuz i didnt know how to make a website then. im sorry. dawn 4 times u came to my job and acted out so bad i asked you to leave, and im still the bad guy.I have 2 b so carefull with my words, you told me i had no right to talk to u and judge you, the thing is dawn, i was giving an opionin. NOT JUDGING! man cyble came after that in you. You also ripped me out of church to drink with you brother who also moved out.im resposible for my part, but i never stole from you like you said in the old emails. U hurt me so bad by telling richard hurtfull private stuff, the mailbox was a thing u did YES! but i put those in it cuz of how u used my apt all the time as a lie when u were out doing your controll freek act and telling people how to light a pipe. your hubby though i was 5 times as bad as i was.i cant forgive you dawn. then u told richard a name, they really hurt considering u got a good mount of ciggs from me. well thats water under the bridge. when you come into jenns life i will leave it, No need to beat me or yell or call richard. u r the most narsisictic person i have ever met at this point in my life. but u think you giving and dont see the sad selfish part, and Faith U lied to me from day one, now u cut me down cuz of the street im on. i have water front prop. what do u have a leggo house? i know they shut your h2o off in the past u hurt jenn as a child and molested her and 1 other sister. you say u dont have to work cuz of your man. YOU BOTH ARE fat ugly pigs, and are ruining meagans life. i have deleted all the cell numbers, its too bad a ten year old kid is more grown up than the 2 of you.IM sure your Pissed about the ice skates. the sad part is i really did like your con and transparent ways dawn.all those credit cards with no card, JUST numbers.what u did to the mason lawyer was so bad its still talked about.It was sad knwing i most likely will never see meagan again. You also have jenns other sister too, You met up on mas av one day i was told.I wish you guys would just quit the sht. its not worth it. you allways get a get of jail card free, even for arson. its amazing, and u told the pigs i hurt troys apt, when i didnt.the final straw was when u emailed me and said i stole your meds and u were going to file a report and call the cops. every little secret i told you u threw in my face, then the law was comming to my house after richard paid a 450$ fine for something of yours dawn, do u even remember too. You went to kat and grew apart but the same week u droped Jen u came back into my life, only to do what u do best DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. i hope your hubby gets to have a nice life with his daughter and u dont ruin that too. If you stop and think i was never as bad and evil and underhanded and shady as u were dawn NEVER!!!! no i didnt stop at a red light and take off with a guy, and lie about norman and the big black guy, the best part is we didnt hang out much when u did that cuz there was only enough for you and who ever u were with. im sorry about the sad losses u had as a young mother in your life i really am.If you ever read this i will know one thing you skimmed thru it. and the way u used to bad mouth faith THEN u lead DHS right to the train tracks and the kids were taken, faith won, she stole meagan and planned it for 6-8 years.well im a nothing and feel so low when i think about u and faith and how u want to STILL HURT jenn. all she wants is a once a week visit, or even every 2 weeks BUT NO you guys can hang but u left jenn out. you wanted to buy household stuff for jenn. then u threw that in jays face and cuz him down about gambling, YES thats an issue for sure. but what about the amy you are building with jenns blood sisters? do you plan to be her friend again? if so i do wish you both the best with you 6 years olds. You got a divorce i was told by you, i hope you cashed in like you wanted to. even richard sain out of all my freinds or just people who i wasnt that close to u were the only one who would do him at a hotel for a rock! i know about that very short conversation u 2 had. thats cool even leaving me out and having jenn live so close was hard, i got punished and punished again by you. you think your pretty and all men lust you, well dawn your older now like the rest of us.i bet my life u dony do cruches, when richard and i saw your stomach over a year ago we both were in shock, it looked like cottege cheese. BUT YOU always say behind our backs how you were the smartest one, and your look were better than ours. and you were a nicer person. i just want u to know u were wrong about all 3 dawn.u hd a wonderfull huge apt. someone said u moved again. that place was GREAT!!! im sorry u lost it if u didnt want to.IM not going to even mention oone personal thing about richard and I. i remember when i got the book the secret u joined a sec. website, thats cool. we didnt talk about it much, how did that work out for you? along with your dr. phill posts? was it fun for dawn.i wish i never even gave u a dime or 5 min of my time. what a waste of a person you truly are, BUT U r happy so thats ok then.its so easy for u to lie about spider bites and so much more. you __ore! let these be final worlds to u on this earth. may the 2nd part of our life be good for us both. please remember i have the email that said u were calling the cops on me for taking you medication when YOU TOOK IT all. U owe richard over 400 BUX U SLUT!!! and u go around and dont use rubbers, what do u have now HIV? u failed 75% of your test at the doc and he still wrote for you. i didnt do anything wrong but smile to mine and u blew it way out.Jenn does not know this but i may stop hanging out with her alot JUST cuz of the threat u pose with the sisters. i kept u out of jail with troy and u tried to put me in.I got a report of what u told the cops at troys, u blamed me and they came to my house.then u called richard, and did so many more evil hurtfull things. how can u sleep at night? do you even care that you have hurt more humans and lied and broke peoples hearts. you stole from your hubby and blamed me once, do u even remember? I would rather drown or burn my house down like you did to your apt than even think about you for 5 min after im dont with this post. i wonder if your a proud mom? honestly denail is one thing you r good at.I have chose to change my life and quit a few things and behavior, it worked for me,i dont have a child to care for, thank god u would probobly want to drugs with it as u did to jays daughter and yours.do u know what a mom is? u have one, a good one too.the secrets that were small and big u are richard kept i forgave a while ago. but the fact you want to physically beet me and put me in jail cuz of no good reason is sad.You were an orange pusher always giving extra to richard when i beged u not too. it seems if u dont lie and take money u didnt earn every day and hurt other woman u cant be happy. rest in peace dawn. U R DEAD 2 me.i have one picture left, the one u gave to richard. he likes it. honestly getting the elephant out of the kitchen did me good.poor mujie, getting screwed over by you every month. i wish i never got u that houseing help, then u might know what it means to be gratefull. the fact i was hated by you hubby when jenn did 90% of the same behavior sucked dawn. i could not go to the funeral, the reason was, im a bad person, not worthy to go, i know dawn ill never forget. but i think u used me as the scape goat allot dawn . i bet u have a nice safe car to drive and another nice apt, to have your daughter 20 hours a week in. i gave you that bed post. did u ever use it or set it up? i hope we never cross paths again in this life time. im still sad more than angry, im sad i let u hurt richard and i so much. now, honestly im afraid of you and what u can do.maybe someday you will see that our friendship loss 2 times over was not 95% my fault. 50/50. i never called your hubby and made deals with him, get more shock ther. u need it, i wish you would just drop dead actually, then there would be peace in mine and jenns life, and meagan, i bet u cant wait to smoke with her as u do with most teens.this is my goodbye letter to you dawn, if you are out to hurt jenn i cant stop you, if u want to hurt richard and i i cant stop u. im not even going to fight, U WON!! u r are in love with dawn, that one thing i know is true. i may not have much but i have this. i can live with my actions today and be a good friend, it was so hard to be a good friend to the devil herself. i hope i never see u and u never read this. maybe a restraining would be good for richard and i to keep u away. OH I forgot u hate me. u wont even try to talk to me again, do u know i did more nice things for u than bad, honestly dawn i did.Im sorry dawn for the mean things i said, but u had mean actions dawn. over and over, i had a friend terry, do u even remember how u treated her and what u said to that woman? thats the thing cuz u have a bad memory its like u plow thru life with no regrets.maybe someone with give u HIV or a heart attack.please dont treat meagan like a friend, u should be a mother figure to her. good luck dawn. and i will see you again, and when i do im ready even if u try to kill me. u tried 2 times. one in your car and one other time that im not going to post.why does jenn lose her kids to drugy sisters and u get to keep your daughter, aww thats right i forgot u got mother of the year award whn your sons throat closed up cuz of the pills u gave to him by accident of course, god it was nice he got u some drugs at times. u and stacy are the same, twins, a mother+ son team. pure hell. i want to say im sorry what i said to upset u about your son. i was so mad i remeber the 3 mean sent. i wrote. u went to the local store and told the block. my words hurt you and im sorry, at least i cant cause 1 bit of pain now. i have changed for the better. Dawn u are the sickest most messed up woman i was ever frinds with in my whole life. im blame me, u run a good con, i got sucked into it, im week. faith tried and lied to me to over and over.DHS and YOU know u called on jenn. did u do the right thing? were the kids unsafe? are they safer now with those 3 sisters? i hope u pull it together for meagan. she knows when u guys drink or do the 4 other illeagle things. its kinda sad, jenn and i are the only 2 who could pass a hair test at any given time! bring it on dawn, OH NORMAN! u didnt tell me and lied to the end cuz i was never your friend to begin with. u told me it was private.he did try to make me homeless, so i hope that makes u happy...what does make you happy dawn really whats the answer????????? have u had any good or bad dreams lately? ha.ha. a dream. more like a nitemare.30 days for arson, dawn stikes again. remember i will walk away from jenn forever if u want me to. u r in charge. im not going to ruin that family every week like u do. so im in no ones way. OK?? do u understand i dont want to fight talk or look at you. so how was the hotel with richard neer bye?????????? very close by. allmost in your mouth huh? that propasition u gave him i kept to mysel

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